OMG... I'm gonna buy 50 million cute, sexy string bikinis and flaunt it at the pool and beach and flirt like crazy (actually... I already do this
but it'll be more fun when I'm skinnier
). Then I'm putting on short booty shorts and a cute tan colored tank top (I look really good in tan but I always feel like I look too big in it) and go to the mall and shop for cute outfits.
People have told me I could be a model if I lost weight... in a way it's a compliment but it's also kinda mean and it always made me feel bad.
Anyway, I DID buy a bathing suit today to wear until I get to my goal weight... it's an adorable tankini from old navy and it looks great. not much longer before bikini time
I bought a membership to the tanning bed and have been tanning for a week now so I look nice and tan
. My hair is really blonde already but I used the sun-in hair spray lightener to give me some more highlights. I'm so happy with myself right now. and let me tell you... a big tan stomach is a hell of alot prettier than a big white stomach.
I'm gonna take a bunch of pics and post on the site. (before and after).
I'm also gonna go buy some really cute shirts like my best friend (who is super skinny and just gorgeous) wears. I'm finally gonna look as good, if not better, than her
.
I CAN'T WAIT