Your story has been interesting and I enjoyed reading about binging and how you are handling it.
I never binged much before starting atkins. I would 'eat alot' but never did more damage than that. (and eat alot I did
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Dieting made me start to want to binge. Yup. Dieting.
I noticed a pattern in myself. As long as I ate a giant LC breakfast, something at lunch depending on how hungry and a very substantial LC dinner I was OK. cravings gone point blank. Could walk by any sugar foods and not give them another thought.
then I decided to 'cut back a bit' to lose weight faster.
WOW. the cravings came back hard on some days. over 2 months on plan....no problems with cravings....thoughts of food out of my head, and the minute I decide to cut back the food I instantly started craving. I couldn't put 2 and 2 together.
It was food restriction. Will make anyone crave eventually.
I am back on a 3 square meal menu plan with some LC desserts included for snacking. I am losing weight slower (which stinks but OK) and I my thoughts about food, craving, binging, etc. are gone again.
be sure you are on a good LC food plan. the minute you 'think restrict' is the minute you start to crave.
I have LC desserts all thru this house. don't use them often but I can whip up tons of sweet LC desserts in a heartbeat if needed. do way less damage than real sugar carby junk. Knowing I have this option to eat LC desserts in quantity means I don't crave them as much. Cause I know I can have them.
well that is a bit of what has happened to me 'when I went on a diet' and then did a big major food change for life.
Know your patterns. If it is stress, boredom, restrictive eating or whatever, you gotta figure it out and find a fix. best any of us can do!
hang in there and best of luck on your eating plan. we all have demons to work thru and do what we can to correct our personal problems.