How tall I am? 5'3''.
My goal at first was to have a nice body (as I've always been unhappy with my weight and body since very young); what caused me to be non self-confident. One day I woke up and decided I wanted to have what I've always dreamed of.
I started to exercise (about 3 years ago) and started to have a nicer shape, to feel good in my body (I have never been obese though, that was .. let's say "chubby".. i don't know how to say it in english.. a little bit fat .. whatever, I was unhappy with my body).
What I wanted, at first, is to NOT THINK ABOUT how fat I look in THIS dress or THIS pants anymore. I wanted to enjoy my image in the mirror. I wanted to feel sexy and not ashamed while undressing in front of a boyfriend.
I wanted to enjoy the beach, the pool, without looking at all the beautiful girls and tell myself "I wish I was like that, I wish I was like that"....
I think that in life we can have so many problems without asking for it, and without being able to do anything against it (illness, etc...) that AT LEAST we should solve the problems we are able to!! Why spending all your life wishing you were like THIS or like THIS whereas YOU HAVE THE MEANINGS to be like that too?
So for like 2 years I was exercising, basically running, and doing some weight lifting at the gym but I didn't know anything about fitness (SPECIALLY HERE IN FRANCE WHERE SPORT IS WAYYYYYYYYYYYY BEHIND EVERYTHING , I mean this ABSOLUTELY not common to exercise here, you're more like a weird person if you run AM before going to work
...). People make fun of you, telling you that you're focusing to much on your body if you want to have a better shape, what means inside that you probably must be stupid. whatever
Then !! (I'm telling you the whole story lol) A few months ago, back in january, I decided to do it SERIOUSLY. That is to say : A REAL DIET - (I had never been on a diet before) - A REAL TRAINING and a real goal.
I started to discover by myself, reading stuff on the net (everything in english, that's not my language as I said, I'm french
) what forced me to practice it a lot, discussing in forum like this one and reading this enormous amount of articles... (
I''m happy though, I can see my english is really improving).
so I learned everything (I mean not yet! but a lot of things
) about nutrition, workouts, theories for fat loss/muscle gain.. the fitness and bodybuilding world... that we don't have at all in france.. started to ATTRACT ME like nothing on earth !!
I had discover a new passion.
That's it ! Few months now that I'm learning, testing, studying, and now I'M ATTACKING for good !
I set up my goals, my diet, my training. And i'm ready to follow the long road to fitness modelling.
Yeah, that's my goal.
I would like to be a model for sportswear clothes
and why not, open a store in food for athletes and bodybuilders
I'm happier than ever. You know.. when you decide to do something from the bottom of your heart and you see you'll achieve it ! you see you have enough willpower.. that's so great..
I decided I deserve feeling GREAT (not good) in my body. Be toned, taned, and have big boobs
yes, I'm having a surgery for breast implants on sept 22.
As I'm losing weight, I lost my boobs
as boobs are mainly fat... and as I'm starting to be in good shape, and will be even more muscular and cut, I'll have no more boobs
and I think that's very important to keep our feminity, when you are muscular
that's 6 weeks left to drop the fat, add muscles, and than I'll be forced to stop for 2 months at least, and then.. I WILL BE BACK !! ready to enter the fitness industry.
Sorry for the long story.
You made me talk about my dream.. that's why ...