Wed, Sep-03-03, 02:51
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Plan: Atkins - General Lo-Carb
Stats: 270/270/170
BF:
Progress: 0%
Location: Southern California
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ReFeed
I guess I am sort of disturbed by the "refeed" thing...especially since I've suffered with BED (Binge Eating Disorder) for YEARS. I also agree that some can be using this as a way to just eat and eat on as many carbs as they can. Sometimes we want to rebel and just lose complete control over what we know is not a way to eat or live...because it is easier and it is also taboo.
Each time I binged it would be a situation where I was out of control, depressed and unable to find productive ways to handle my stress and depression...and it was sometimes a way to rebel when I resisted discipline in my life and felt like I could not maintain it.
My goal on Atkins has become not just lose weight as I've done this many times before, but to change my ways of eating and thinking.
I'd love to finally get to a point where I am not only in shape physically in a constant state but ALSO in an emotional/mental state. My disordered eating is a symptom of the way that I inefficiently deal with stress and depression...and I am ready to change for the better. I've been thin and miserable before...still a BED sufferer and with anorexic mindset & exercise bulimia to boot...
I guess with -some- here they may not know what it is like to suffer with BED or other emotional eating disorders (although I know that some here DO) so it is easy to want to use Atkins as a way to simply lose weight, create "refeeds" and so forth.
For me I take this all very seriously and can't imagine gorging on food this way on purpose...as when I have done this...it wasn't anything I preferred doing but again more of a desperate measure to self medicate emotionally. This is also unhealthy and shocking to the system and doesn't implement disciplinary training when one gorges on carbs like that for whatever reason.
When I first did Atkins a couple of years ago, I looked at Induction as a way to just lose weight quick...as it seems most people do because lets face it...it is very exciting to think about losing weight like its nobody's business the first few weeks to a month.
So yes, I was thrilled with the idea of losing quick, but I forgot about what Induction was really for psychologically.
It is a training stage to help people who have problems overeating, binge eating or any of the like, move out of the habit of "grazing" which is snacking all day long without any structure or discipline and to teach individuals how to take control over their carb intake which causes weight gain.
I know we aren't perfect, and cheating does happen but fitness is also a state of mind.
So even if one isn't losing weight right away the first few weeks or a month, the mental/emotional training is still a benefit you can learn and you can be sure that at least you won't be gaining weight and that you instead will gain some discipline and hopefully learn to apply it as a lifetime tool. I believe that is what the various Atkins stages are designed for- steady progress to change the way you think, eat and live...a holistic experience.
I hope I am not off topic here and I certainly don't mean to offend anyone, but I just wanted to share this with the board and express how I felt.
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