Thu, Jun-10-10, 08:55
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Senior Member
Posts: 6,378
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Plan: Atkins72/Paleo/NoGrain/IF
Stats: 285/220/200
BF:
Progress: 76%
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Originally Posted by sugarcooky
You've never been thin, and I haven't been at my goal weight since I was a teenager, so I guess that's pretty similar! If I think of myself as I was the last time I was thin, it's as a pain in the neck, silly, happy, 18 year older! I won't be that same person again - which is good and bad! - so it's an odd thing to think of myself as a thin person today, because me being thin is so foreign to me now. I can only hope that it would all be positive, but I'm sure, like you said, there would be some negatives, as I got used to living differently, and having people treat me differently.
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I have noticed there is a vast difference in experience, especially emotionally, between people who were thin as a teen or adult and then gained, and those who were always pudgy and had ups and downs but never crazy changes in appearance. I did gain beyond my comfort zone a few years back, but I was having babies at the time and it all got lumped together. 230 and under feels "normal" to me. I always had positive male attention at all weights, too, so I never felt that kind of isolation. I've always had to live in this body, was always active in it, and always did everything I had to do in it, whether it be hanging out in a bathing suit or taking a dance class or, lately, running in organized races. I can't imagine being normal weight. Even at my lowest weight - around 152 in high school - people would make comments and pig sounds at me on the street, so I don't have good memories of what would probably be a good weight for me now.
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