I think that says it all.
I've struggled long enough. I hit bottom, Emotionally and Physically. Long story in my journal.
I injured my ankle twice. Haven't been able to put weight on it for over a month now and have another month to go. Hopefully by the end of next month I'll be up and walking using just a cane.
My pain level has decressed about 50% from where I started in July. So I am improving physically. My emotional state is getting there too. Have to admit I was having a very big Pitty Party.
Its time to focus on myself now and do what I need to do.
Its all about me. This is very hard for me to. I've always been the one to do everything for everyone else first.
I give myself the leftovers so to speek. Most of the time there isn't anything left for me.
I had a wonderful Friend point this out too. Mostly I heard it this time.
But this too is a lifetime habbit and not an easy one to break. But I'm taking small steps in changing this too.
Working toward a new me.