Wed, Feb-08-06, 22:12
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Senior Member
Posts: 2,927
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Plan: Atkins
Stats: 361/285.0/240.0
BF:Shake Hands w/Beef
Progress: 63%
Location: In Da U.P. eh? Menominee
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Hmmm....
Most of the hurts from my childhood are very gray and fuzzy....
Mostly right now there is one sentance and a few general things that gring my grits!
When my DW called me a "diet snob". I know it doesn't sound so bad but taken in the context of the general things I elude to...total lack of respect for my own dignity...constant countermanding of my opinion on anything...frequently telling me I don't work in such a field (ie: financial) how would I know anything.......total lack of respect........total lack of support in this WOE and my business venture....total lack of respect and support in my current job hunt to temporarily replace the job that is going away before I needed it to....opening conversations with starters like, "I know you won't care but..."
Aw hell, just constant negative and lack of respect towards all things being me.....I think the biggestn thing is her total lack of love or contentment for herself, her health and her well being....I truly bleed for her...and pray daily....
I don't want to sound to negative, but right now I am really in a funk. (could ya tell???)
Maybe I shouldn't have posted this, but........well, there it is..........
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