Day ELEVEN:
That is 11 days no WHEAT
9 days no tater tots or potatoes
8 days no wheat/chips/popcorn/potatoes
My brain seems to be clearer, and sometimes the breathing is very relaxed. I note that I haven't actually had any WHEAT in ELEVEN days.
I actually feel optimistic that I CAN have a successful day today. That's a new thing. Maybe my brain is clearing up AND coming here and reading all the encouraging sayings etc. is sinking in. I also see that others struggle and have the same kind of issues as I do, and are able to have successful days too. And keep trying.
NIGHT is the time of day I struggle with. I'll make a big pitcher of mint tea today to have ready. Perhaps when I wake up, unable to return to sleep, I should just GET up and DO something, instead of heading to the kitchen.
btw I'm pretty sure my brother will bring home french fries today, he tells me it's free french fries day at Mcdonalds. If he brings me some I will have to resist!LOL
Current Goals:
Fit into my purple blouse (the upper arms are too tight)
PLUS I'll KNOW my weight loss is REAL, not just the scale being off somehow, if I can ACTUALLY fit into the blouse.
Weigh 228 (I would have thought that was IMPOSSIBLE just 6 months ago!)
Restart was Jan. 11th, 2020
goals met:
Get below 250 :
DONE
Reach 243 :
DONE That is a twenty pound loss
Reach 233 : I HAD it but I'm up a pound today
I get discouraged when I don't feel well or there are extra stressful things going on BUT I have FORGOTTEN HOW MUCH WORSE I felt before I started this WOE again. And FORGOT how truly AWFUL I felt when I was very very sick a few years back.
Monthly Highs and Lows
Date.........High.......Date....Low
Jan 11th.....263......19th....255
Feb 7th......256.......27th....250
March 11....257.......24th....245
April 1........249.......20th....243
May 10.......248.......28th....241
June18.......251.......30th....240
July 1st......240...... 11th....233