Wed, May-04-11, 12:39
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Senior Member
Posts: 134
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Plan: carnivore w/ IF
Stats: 214/000/127
BF:plenty
Progress: 246%
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after all these years, finally...
I have lost a few pounds. I have type I diabetes and I've had doctors tell me they've never seen type I lose weight. So, between that and the fact that I have never been able to lose on Atkins or any other diet, I was pretty sure I was never going to see 200 pounds again, let alone a healthy comfortable weight for me. I'm 5'0" and was pretty sure I was on my way to becoming perfectly round.
So, I have lost a few pounds and that is fantastic! But I am also finding it kind of painful. I'm having these fantasies about what it will be like to have a body that looks and feels normal. Yesterday my son's karate dojo sent home a note saying all parents can take 2 mos of free classes for mother's day/father's day, and I thought, woot! I hope they do this next year when I'm at a better weight to do it.
But then I get so scared this few pounds is just a fluke and I'll plateau at 199 and never get past it. In the first two weeks while I was doing induction, I didn't count any of that weight as real bc it was probably just water, and I thought after the two week mark, I'll believe it's real. And I have lost three pounds since then. But I don't know when I'll be able to feel like it's going to be an ongoing thing.
BTW, it turned out the secret bullet for me was to go down to 6 grams of carb a day -- almost entirely meat and egg with a tiny bit of cheese and some onion mixed in my tuna.
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