Tue, Sep-28-10, 14:08
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Registered Member
Posts: 47
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Plan: Atkins
Stats: 176/152/130
BF:
Progress: 52%
Location: St. Louis, MO
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Words Hurt
I had a very upsetting experience this past weekend which is EXACTLY why I have been a recluse since gaining weight. I have actually felt better about myself for losing 16 lbs so far in my weight loss journey, so I didn't mind that my boyfriend invite a few people over. Well, just so happens we had some friends over Sunday afternoon. An acquaintance of ours was also invited through a friend that was already there. No big deal, the more the merrier right? Not in this case. So yes this acquaintance I hadn't seen since I packed on the pounds and he kept making fat jokes towards me. At one point I was sitting with my sister because we were out of chairs and he said he felt sorry for her because I was going to break her femur. I was so embarrassed! There were several references made about my weight. I tried to ignore it, but he just kept on. Yes, it's not a "friend" of ours that said this and I probably shouldn't care, but it really has bothered be the last couple of days.
I mean it took me so long to start feeling better about myself and then this happened as soon as I gained a tiny bit of confidence. It just sucks! I wish it didn't hurt, but it does. I have always had body image issues all my life, thin or fat, so this really embarrassed me. Time will heal.
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