Sun, Oct-15-06, 17:40
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Senior Member
Posts: 115
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Plan: Atkins
Stats: 310/239/150
BF:
Progress: 44%
Location: Michigan
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I had a dream
I had a dream the other night... I have no idea what it was about, the only part I remember is seeing myself standing in a mirror. I had my "old" body back...not my fat body...but even before that....I was thin, real thin, with curvy hips, and big boobs. It was like the perfect body....when I woke up I was almost depressed. Ive lost a good deal of weight, but Im far from goal, not to mention...I will NEVER have that body back again. I have loose skin, a c-section that ruined my stomach forever, stretch marks from hell...The more I loose, the worse I look naked.
I realize that I need to just get over it, and be happy Im loosing...but it's hard. I wasted so many years being fat. If I had done this years ago, maybe my skin wouldnt be so gross, maybe it would have bounced back. It's depressing.
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