Tue, Dec-05-06, 19:30
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Clueless. ODAAT.
Posts: 10,845
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Plan: Intuitive Eating
Stats: 290.6/290.6/180
BF:I do not care!
Progress: 0%
Location: Helena Montana USA
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I can hike for hours without feeling like I'm having heart failure.
I can date without feeling desperate.
I can cross my legs at will.
I can do any household chore without getting winded/tired.
I can shop in the regular size section. I love this - today, I bought some beautiful lingerie for the first time in my life from the regular-sized racks at a very high-end store. I was a little worried when I headed into the dressing room to try stuff on - but it all fit. I'm smaller than I think I am, and getting smaller still.
I can attend any social situation or dinner without feeling like a ravening beast bellying up to the table. I have dignity and poise that I never had when heavy, especially in my relationship with food.
I can walk into any room any where and not feel like I have to somehow, some way, make excuses for who I am. I am simply me. Not 'the fat chick' or some other such crazy label. Just me.
I am finally free to love and value myself. Couldn't do that 100 pounds ago either....
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