Hello Brycielan, thanks for your post. As far as the foods I eat. I usually wake up pretty late because I'm up and down all night-every night, so I get up, I have 2 cups of coffee with cream and sugar at around 11:00 or noon. Then I don't eat until supper. But I'm not hungry and sometimes I even feel sick enough so I can't eat. Yes-I know this is bad-so when I remember, I shove a half a grapefruit or apple into my mouth. Then comes supper. Usually around 6 or so.My roomate does all the cooking. Basically healthy stuff-to non-low carbers I mean-lean meat, vegetables, salad, light dressing. Not too much butter,etc. Then comes the problems. I usually have a huge can of carnation hot chocolate and I have a few of those. At night is when I go nuts for chocolate and start screaming for chocolate cake, bars, what ever. I usually try to stick to a few cups of hot chocolate, but I've been known to eat cake every night for a month.-But that's not most of the time. I also have earl grey tea with cream and honey. And some leftover supper later. I know that's a very messed up schedule, but it is difficult with my illness, I'm better off at night (feeling wise) the entire day pretty much goes by before I even get dressed. Anyway, I thought that usually-even with the cups of hot chocolate-as long as I'm not eating the cake or whatever-I'm still taking in 1500-2000 calories a day AND vomiting most of it up every night after supper, due to reflux-this has been going on every day for over 4 years-getting pretty sick of it. I have to keep an icecream bucket in the living room, because I coudlnt' possibly run back and forth to the bathroom that often. So I really wondered through all this-how can I maintain 170 pounds? Obviously some changes need to be made. I stopped taking the amitriptyline last night. I got the Schwarzbein book out, it's 5:20 and I had my coffee-can't do without that just yet-a cup of tea with cream and a touch of honey, an apple and I'm going to have pork in tomato sauce without rice or potatoes for supper (baked),carrots, broccoli, butternut squash and there is no hot chocolate or any other kind of chocolate or sweet in the house-except tea and honey, peanut butter and toast-I'll try to stick to the tea if I start going nuts. For vitamins, E, B, Cal/Mag, C, and cranberry so I dont' pee so often. I have to take a small amount of serax or soemthing if I'm not on antidepressant that makes you sleep.As far as the antidepressant, I guess I'll try Prozac or Zoloft. All antidepressants make you gain weight, but I think amitriptyline is alot worse. If those dont' work, or I can't take them, I'm going to try amino acids and /or St. Johns Wort. I will start the book and just try to keep away from deserts (sugar)and starches until I learn more. I bought some ketone sticks yesterday-probably a bit premature, but I thought they might help inspire me. I wonder how long before I should try them? And I go for short bike rides when I can. Sorry for going on and on. I've been kind of in a state. Thanks for your replies!
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