Thu, May-15-08, 06:10
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Senior Member
Posts: 2,011
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Plan: Protein Power
Stats: 190/169/140
BF:
Progress: 42%
Location: New York
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I'm in another flare.
I'm just so tired and sore and frustrated right now. I was losing well back in March and April, then I kind of overdid things getting ready for Passover, then my cousin died towards the end of Passover, and I just haven't felt right since. I gained a bit of weight over Passover, and I haven't been able to lose it again.
I'm just sick and tired of being sick and tired. I thought I had my triggers figured out, so I could avoid them and feel OK. Have I accidentally been glutened, either by eating crumbs or by touching my kids' leftovers? Is there some other food or environmental trigger that I haven't identified yet? Is the stress of losing my cousin messing up my health?
I feel like I want to cry all the time, but I can't seem to really do so- I haven't had a good cry about my cousin yet. She was sick for a long time, but her death came as a complete shock. I missed out on a chance to see her at the Passover seder (I didn't go to the big family one but had a small seder at home instead) and I kept meaning to invite her over for dinner one night but I never did. Now I never will.
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