Sun, Sep-17-06, 17:36
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New Member
Posts: 16
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Plan: Dr Bernstein, Atkins
Stats: 206/199/105
BF:
Progress: 7%
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Hello everyone,
I'm a newbie here and jsut wanted to share my story. I'm a new member here and introduced myself in the other forum. Here's my story in a nutshell for those who don't mind reading: I have been on a diet rollercoaster for the last 7 years after my daughter was born. I am 5'1 and have always had a little bit chubby but I didn't mind. The most I had ever been pre-pregnancy was 132 lbs which was a healthy weight. After that, at nine months of pregnancy I went up to 185 lbs. After she was born, I went down to 165 lbs without dieting. Frustrated for a year, I did the Stanley K Berstein diet in Feb 2001 ( I realize this isn't one of the diets mentioned here or supported) and got down to 110 lbs in about 5 months. I was thrilled with the results but didn't have a plan to keep it off and that diet wasn't realistic day to day. Slowly but surely, I gained weight and got up to 170 lbs by July 2004. I am an emotional eater and found this was the kiss of death. I went back to Bernstein and lost 20 lbs. Then realized I couldn't handle starvation diets anymore and started doing Atkins. Since they were both Ketogenic diets, I could stay in ketosis, eat more and not gain back the 20 lbs I lost on Dr. Bernstein. For 9 months, I stayed on Atkins and from from 170 to 131 lbs until 3 people in my family passed away all within 4 months of each other. Two passed away within 12 days of each other. It really hit me hard and i became very depressed. I numbed the pain with food. Five months later, I was back up to 160 lbs and was even more depressed but I kept eating. I started to hide from people I knew, stopped going out and watched life pass before my eyes. I was hiding the real me behind all those layers of fat. I had no energy, started to get pains all over my body and thought I might be diabetic when I recently got tingling in my hands and feet. No longer did I think about vanity, I was scared about my health and I am only 30 years old. I didnt' want to be like this anymore at a high 206 lbs. The breaking point came a few months ago when I developed stretch marks all over my inner thighs. I was horrified and felt ugly and worthless as a woman. Still, it took me a few more months to get back on track. My birthday was a few weeks ago and I vowed to change my lifestyle for myself and my family. My daughter has watched me become less and less energetic and I felt horrible about it. I wanted to do things with her but never had the energy. I've been on Atkins for a week now and have lost 7 lbs. Being 206 ls was no fun and I realized I had to do something or I would age considerably and I am still young. In just a week, I have so much energy now and I know I can stay on this program because it works and the biggest trouble I had was the highs and lows of blood sugar. On Atkins, I find I can stabalize them and I am burning a large amount of ketones.
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