I am going to visit my Mom in Az in Feb, I am getting nervous about my weight again..... I am trying to lose,,, I just hope for 10 lbs,,, I am hoping....
I have been sick with a inflamed Pancreas, and she asked the other night, have you lost any weight, omg..... even being sick, she is hoping I will lose....
I even think sometimes my Dad is watching me when I eat....he used to come visit or I visit them, he would hug me and say, you have gained some weight, or you have lost some weight..... I would have this sinking feeling in my gut...
I remember when I lost all the weight, 118 and they were ALL saying oh you look so beautiful, and taking pictures of me for the three days. My Mom takes pic's now and she gives me the pictures. Its like a slap in the face because she knows I look fat, and I think she hopes I will do something about it....
Like I haven't tried......that 118 was 10 yrs.
I feel so bad about myself, My X husband used to make horrible remarks to me. Called my boobs FAT, he hated looking at women with big breasts. He thought there just made of of Fat! His wife now looks like a 12 yr old girl. She has got him where he looks like he is 80 yrs old... Pay Back
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Well I think mean people S***.... and it all comes full circle someday.....