Thanks guys
Part of it is guilt for nto going, but some of it to is a tad selfishness on my part. Gym time to me is my only "me time" these days. It is the part of the day I get to totally focus on me, be as vain as I want, and strive for a better me
I just wish it wasn't so rushed because of schedule and I could enjoy it alot more.
I am definetly noticing a difference in the muscle, though it is still hidden under fat. I saw someone in the gym today that was working abs by hanging upside down to do twists and sit ups. He has the most amazing abs I have ever seen. I've got to figure out how I can get my body up on those hanging contraptions without splitting my head open
(I was the kid who would never hang upseide down on the monkey bars)
I am doing alot better at pilates though. My SO was giggling at me because I can't do the strait leg rolls yet. I told him to give it a try, but he claimed he couldn't do half of the exercises I was managing to
(He is out of shape now, but in HS he was on track, cross country, and swim team, so he had muscles once apon a time, including great abs
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