I walk dogs for a living...sometimes up to five walks per day....Even though the dogs get the same walks they've always had, I am exhausted during and after...my feet hurt...my legs feel like lead....
Being fat makes me feel like a failure.

Also, I notice that men don't give a second look anymore...not even when I'm driving...because the pretty face I used to have is not so pretty anymore. I look like a scone with raisins for eyes...all doughy...my features are lost...

I just need to get back to my old self. I'm done with self-pity and self-sabotage.