Well there is a bit of an internal war going on here. I have a very enthusiastic BF who tells me all the time how hot I am. I also know that having a positive self-image is supposed to be important to progress. So yeah! We're great just the way we are! Rah rah rah!

However...there's that image of me in the window. There's the size 18 jeans that don't fit anymore. There's the hideous swimsuit I own with the attached shorts on the bottom because I'm unwilling to show my derriere to the world at this point.

Yeah, I got some dissonance goin'.