........."been in your shoes".....
...gave up on food.....I knew in my old age that- nothing and nothing - will work for me for long time........So, I gave up on food - totally!!! - and focuse only on been fit, healthy and active.....started by just walking around...kept on walking.....walk, walk - added some jog in between and kept on walking-joging and last join the gym.....till for some reason things got better....cant say they are perfect but I eat now for my health for my youth (gray hair here):-) and for my beauty:-)..and that's what motivate me!........I dont care anymore even what other people say or think (use to care much in the past) and if I am fat or heavy or what ever...I am happy with myself much and happy been healthy,young and shall I add beautiful too:-)))) that food is not that of a big deal anymore and I will always love love food till I die......lol....so that way for me life much nicer, easier and...beautiful ..........wish you only the best and in away the same.........take care.