Jazz repeat and repeat---over and over, all WILL CHANGE SOON

I remember the boss ya like said just wait.....she needs time to get a new job for ya approved or something......JSUT HOLD on a bit more

I so understand

infant newborn
regular job 7:00 to 3:30
home to work full time farm work
(feed a ga zillion animals, wash like 150 eggs and box for sale, check and harvest produce for sale etc on weekend)

I went bonkers. I feel ya big time gal.....just hold strong.

all will clear for ya as it did me



on the fry with bacon and gooey cheese and crispy to perfection.....only 1 reason I didn't eat more and held off.....cause I knew in my mind if I went into that plate I would eat it all...….eat the delish ROLL my cheese steak was on......eat some of hubbys flatbread pulled pork meal which was to die for he said......and who knows when I got back and I SUGGEST we get ice cream 'for them' and I decide WTH I am off plan anyway and I eat it also and I wouldn't go for a small anything, I would do the biggest baddest ice cream and eat it all and then I would be nasty, bloated, sad, and more...….so I opted for none of the above and hold. My brain feels better for it.


off we go for early eats.
yes the early bird old people eats cause I AM FRIGGIN starving LOL

beach was fab, water waves so nice


getting tired, need food