Itty,
i've been overweight since i was born! I also dropped to about 97 lb and no, it was not fun. I'm at 109 lb right now and feel "fat" but am working on gettin used to having this much body mass because "skinny" just is not worth it-- it's just hard because being overweight for most of my life, i just have idolized skinny as a good thing. Changing this mentality and realizing that having some meat/fat is ok (maybe even more attractive) is really hard, but the best thing in the long run.