OH my gosh YES! This! Yes!

I've held up my new size 9 jeans (single digits!? omg? first time ever) and think "Huh? How do those fit over MY thunder thighs and a**?" "This can't be right, are they made of SPANDEX???" But no, they're normal jeans.

I always choose clothes that are too big. And lol, sometimes I OVER compensate by thinking "no, not fat" and buy a shirt that's too small. (I shop a lot at flea markets, no dressing rooms)

I still make fat-girl jokes about myself and my co-workers tell me that I'm NOT fat anymore but I secretly don't believe them.

I think part of it is that my composition hasn't changed THAT much and the flabby skin doesn't help. It's like I'm the same as the 230 pound me was, just a smaller version, still floppy and flabby and full of cellulite. Exercise helped some but I'm still a horror show when nekkid.

Pictures are a lot more fun these days though!