thank you so much all of you *big hugs* im back home safely and went to see my disabillty advisor because he wanted to see how i was doing . it seems that the college will be getting a new weight lifting instructor soon . it seemed this was not the first time that this sort of thing happened with the instructor. so they are letting him go . i did bump into one of the women who were just standing there and she tried to make me feel bad. I just smiled and said i felt really sorry for her, she must really hate herself to make fun of someone who is struggling and was asking for help. and then I just walked away with my head up high . ^^