I will absolutely not miss being fat. What I miss is feeling confident about how I look. Wearing skinny jeans and sky high heels. Being able to buy normal sized clothes. Not feeling like people are staring at my fat ass all the time. While, as a woman, I do have insecurities, they were nothing like they are now that I've gained so much weight. This is the body I don't know or recognize not my former thinner one.