Originally Posted by LAF3

I have been on this journey for a year now. I resisted change somewhat, and have realized what drastic measures I need to take. mostly the candida has taken over and interfered with my relationship with my husband. I can't express my self physically to him and it breaks my heart. I am either not interested or itchy and burning. the lack of interest was partially due to hormonal imbalance, which i have worked to correct with hrt. i am tired, tired of explaining my situation to my family and friends, tired of seeing doctors who only partially understand, or understand, but charge me hundreds of dollars to help me, tired of this block between my husband and myself, tired of feeling good, then unknowingly sabotaging myself then feeling bad, tired of crying. i just need to get to a place that i sometimes think is only in my mind. where i don't itch, don't feel gooey, don't feel so emotional, don't feel tired, have an interest and ability to express my love. right now i feel so robbed. i need to know there is that place.