after a binge last night and then unsuccessfuly trying to throw up, then having a good cry i decided to start the fast today, i feel that the only way to beat my ED is to prove to myself that i can lose the pounds, then move onto a healthier level of this diet...i feel sick, its 6am and im having eggs for breakfast 0 whcih i hate, but im just going to block it out and do it, once i see weight loss, that'l encourgage me....what the weird thing is after yesterdays binge - i never gained weight...weird?