Awwww hon, I am so sorry. I feel your pain. I tried invitro twice and had 4 failed adoption so I do understand. God is in control and has perfect timing for things like this. It may not be our timing, but his is better.

I now have 2 miracle babies, one is an 18 month old son and an 11 month old daughter. My story is long, but if you would like to read it, it is on page 17 of my journal.

I wish you the best and don't be afraid.