I've been on CALP for 19 days now, and have been just so perfect- until tonight. I just HAD to have popcorn and a NuttyBar. Not just one or the other- but BOTH! I feel so mad at myself. My hubbie is LCing with me, and get this... I wait until he's in bed to do the bad deed. It was a premeditated cheat! Now I'm just beating myself up, knowing that I'm gonna have to fess up in the morning. I've let myself down, but I also feel like I've let him down too since we're each other support system. I know it's not like it was a major crime I commited, but why did I have to blow all of my hard work?! I know my sweet hubbie will just smile and say that it's ok, and tomorrow's another day...but I still hate being the 1st one that fell off the wagon. Grrrrrr..... I feel so weak!

Lyndsey