As stupid as this sounds.. I checked my hubbies email awhile back and someone had sent him and email. I noticed the date was from awhile back.. like he didn't erase it. It was pics of some almost-necked hottie chicks. It hurt my feelings because he hadn't erased it after he opened it. He said it was becuase he kept meaning to send it to someone else.. anyway, my feelings got hurt and I went through some "maybe he doesn't like what I look like and he wishes he had a hottie wife like that" crap and I finally decided to do something with my huge self. Still have lots of self image issues... trying to make it better though..