Hi Diana,
You posted this:
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Ah yes! You see, this is the FIFTH time I've attempted low-carb eating.
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You are absolutely not alone in this. I am losing count of how many re-starts I have embarked on.... Admittedly, I have never gone back to really high-carb eating, either, because this WOE suits my metabolism so well, but I have often raised my carbs more than necessary and gained a few pounds again. The fifth time, the tenth time, the main thing is you haven't given up and are still looking for answers - that is the most important thing - to keep on having faith in yourself!
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The reason? I suffer from depression, and am not able to take antidepressants. I've tried them all, yes ALL of them, and they all raise my blood pressure dangerously high and affect my heart.
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Have you looked into magnesium supplements, such as magnesium taurate, magnesium malate? I'm not qualified to say whether these are OK with your condition, but, generally, magnesium can help with depression and is good for helping regulate the heart rhythm (low magnesium causes arrhythmia - I know, it happens to me as soon as I forget to take my supplements regularly).
Oh, and it's good for fibromyalgia, too.
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Reason being, I happen to have a very sensitive autonomic nervous system, and mitral valve prolapse syndrome. Soooooooo I have to TRY to function on a low grade of depression daily, with it spiking to a horrible place, every so often.
NOT FUN!
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I believe you!
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The way that affects my eating is, I can stay with most changes in eating, for awhile ... then I reach the dark place, and feel VERY discouraged, that one, I haven't lost loads of weight fast, and two, that I'll NEVER be able to live without the foods that make me happy.
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You write here about "the foods that make you happy", but, if these are grain-based foods, such as bread, they might also be precisely the foods that are causing your fibromyalgia... Grains apparently have addictive qualities, which means your body says you need these foods, even though they are bad for you... Sugary foods cause big insulin swings, which cause mood swings... If you want to go through rollercoaster emotions, then the best thing to do is eat high-carb sugary foods!
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Now realize that I'm a small eater, I have a little appetite, so I'm not talking about LOTS of food, but just foods that are easy for me to prepare when I'm in that 'dark' place, and when my lupus or fibromyalgia act up, and I go into a flare and not able to do allot physically. Cereal (and I always eat healthy cereal) is one of my favorite foods, so are banana shakes. They're easy to prepare and I love them. But on low-carb (Atkins particular), can't have fruit or cereal for awhile, and even then, in moderation.
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Again, these cereals (do you mean breakfast cereals, or just grain-based foods in general, like bread?) may be what is causing your fibro. There is a lady on this forum, whose name I could pass on if she is OK with it, who has "gone paleo", i.e. stays away from all grains and all dairy, and she is now PAIN-FREE!!! There seems to be growing consensus that there is no such thing as a "healthy" grain in the modern world (the way cereals are prepared today makes them unhealthy, it seems: in the "olden" days, different preparation methods, along with raw milk, were used).
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Whole grain bread I love, and peanut butter on that (natural) is another easy and very loved food for me.
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I totally understand this, as I live in Germany where they make very good bread. But I am trying to wean myself off bread as I think it is no longer good for me.
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So I start low-carb, and I do that for 2 weeks, and start to get tired of preparing food, eating fat, and if I go into flares or depression, I just don't have the strength to do all that, and end up wanting to have cereal and fruit, etc.
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I really feel for you, I really do. This sounds horrible. I can only echo what another poster said: either start supplementing with vitamin D3 straight away, without getting tested, or have your levels tested. I would bet the farm that your levels are low. This can cause all sorts of health problems.
I also wonder about your magnesium levels: do you have any problems with your legs or toes cramping easily, Charley Horses, twitchiness, stiff neck and shoulders, heartbeat irregularities? These are some of the typical physical symptoms of magnesium deficiency; anxiety is one of the mental symptoms.
I was taking magnesium daily before I started taking Vitamin D3 and within days I noticed the difference. Prior to taking the D, I had had - for the first time ever - symptoms of seasonal affective disorder (it was November), feeling really low and tearful for no outward reason, getting upset over other people's comments that I would normally brush off without a second thought, all things that kind of frightened me, because I'm normally a cheerful, happy-go-lucky sort of person. BUT!!! These reactions were due to a chemical imbalance: after three days of 4,000IUs per day, I was a new person!!! In fact, initially, I was almost euphoric!
Please look into vitamin D3 and magnesium. If you are low in magnesium already, and start taking Vitamin D3 without extra magnesium, this can result in a more pronounced deficiency than you had in the first place, because the Vit D3 improves your uptake of magnesium, which can then mean your "stores" are very quickly depleted. I have "witnessed" this with someone on this forum, so I'm not making it up!
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All I know is, my life is a mess emotionally right now, separated and in a very sad place trying to decide if I divorce my husband or not, problems with family all around, and it heavily affects the way I eat.
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Life is not being kind to you at the moment, so it is definitely time for you to be your own best friend. If you take charge of these health issues and look into how you can improve your health by taking a few simple steps (such as taking a few supplements and looking into giving up grains as a long-term project), then you will feel much more in control of life and not just a victim of fate.
I can really understand that, if you are depressed, then everything seems like you are wading through treacle (been there, done that), but there is the potential for change for the better.
If you want me to get in touch with the lady on this forum who has seen her fibro symptoms DISAPPEAR after "going paleo", then just contact me via my journal. Oh, and by the way, she recommends a proteolytic enzyme called serrapeptase as being good for the pain she occasionally gets (I think this happens if she strays from the paleo path, but I'm not sure).
You take care now, and hang on in there.
Here's the link to a site on magnesium which also mentions that mitral valve prolapse (is that the right word?) may be caused by low magnesium, and says that the anxiety symptoms connected with it can be relieved by magnesium supplements. Please have a look at it!
http://www.ctds.info/5_13_magnesium.html
amanda