Okay, I went patch-free as of 2002-04-06. The first day was pretty good, but yesterday I could have smoked so easily! I was over at my brothers place, and his wife was having a smoke. I was watching the cherry flare up, I could feel the smoke going down my throat and filling my lungs, I could feel it as if I was actually doing it! I wanted to smoke soooo badly!!! I eventually told her that I had to go home and be where there were no cigarettes. She would have given me one had I asked.

Of course, on the way home I stopped and grabbed a bag of pork rinds which won't help the weight gain one iota, but whatever!!

How's everyone else doing????