Mon, Jul-28-03, 07:32
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Contributing Member
Posts: 344
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Plan: Protein Power (loosly)
Stats: 165/158/158
BF:I don't know
Progress: 100%
Location: Oak Ridge, Tennessee
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healing
I have grown spiritually throughout my life as I am I 'seeker'. I had to leave the Catholic Church years ago, mainly because they insisted that I wear blinders among other problems, and I am grateful that I had the courage to do that. I became 'born again' and was baptised in a river. This was something that was perfect for me at that time in my life, but I also grew out of, and moved on. My point here is that my spirituality is what keeps me going and growing, as it keeps growing. I have always been attracted to any belief system that makes me feel good, not condemed as a sinner, but loved as a precious child of a loving and generous God. The pain of loss is one that never leaves, but it does not remain constant. After my daughters death I told my story to women who were in prison for driving under the influence. I cried through those talks and was able to just let it all out. At times I expressed my anger and at other times I wept for my loss of a wonderful child. I don't know if it made any difference with the women who heard it, but I worked to cleanse and heal me. Now, when the pain comes on, I take the time to acknowledge it and grieve. Then it passes, and I carry on. One of the most up lifting books I have, and read over and over is, "Conversations With God". I have many books that are inspirational and uplifting and I refer to them often. I also recommend anything by Melody Beattie. May I quote her here:
"Stay committed to your growth process until you wake up one morning and ask yourself, "What is this strange thing I am feeling?" Then know what the answer is: The answer is Joy."
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