Hi Lisa and Razzle, thanks for those wise words. It's good to know that you've been successful doing things more simply. I want to be able to chill about this, it was fun to 'obsess' a bit to start with, but now its taking up too much mental space. Because its being a bit slow, I keep winding myself up that I could be doing better if only I did...............
Wise words Razzle too about finding a way of life you can live and enjoy.
I'm lucky that I enjoy my exercise and now I understand the effects carbs, and the resulting blood sugar lows, were having on my increasingly insulin resistant body, I think I will head steadily back to my fit weight, which was always 9 - 9.5 stone (126 - 133 pounds).
As you say, there are some strong messages around about how acceptable you are if overweight and being a very impatient soul at the best of times, I always want instant results. I do, however, need to chill - I'll try hard, maybe this WOE will also teach me patience!
Thank you, both of you, for your help, Jay