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Originally Posted by sublime
I was running around this morning, picking up the cake, the ice cream, the candy, everything. I ate before I left but suddenly I'm starving. So I grab a pack of those crumb donuts. ... Sorry to let you all down.
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Sublime, so everyone else has been very reassuring, so I'm going to come at you with a bit of tough love - sort of.
First of all, you're not letting us down. You are letting you down. If you really want this, it's not anyone else you're hurting. I've gone through so many years of lying to myself and "pretending" to lose weight for others. This is the first time in my life that I really wanted it for ME. Needless to say - I'm down 45 lbs. You have to REALLY REALLY want it. I don't mean you have to want to weigh less. We all want that. You have to want to TRY to lose weight- there's a big difference there.
The reason I quoted you above is because you said "I'm starving. so I grab a pack of donuts". You had no control over being hungry - you just were. But the donuts didn't just fall into your mouth. And even worse, it's a pack - so you consciously picked each mini donut up and ate it. Here's where your strength needs to come in:
When you slip - you pick up the back of donuts - or cake - or icecream, etc. That's where it stops. You have to take a long look at the donuts - and take a deep breath. Then ask yourself - what is this. Do you want this - for real? What are your alternatives? I guarantee - with a little effort, you could have found something you could eat. If it was a store- you could find fruit, or low sodium beef jerky, or almonds or cashews or peanuts. At home, perhaps you have yogurt or vegetables (real veggies not celery hehehe). Slipping is picking up the bad food - but at that point you are still in control.
Since I started this new WOE, I've come close to cheating numerous times. Only once have I committed the act.
New motto: THINK BEFORE YOU EAT.
I know you will do well - but you have to want to do well not just say you want to.
Best of luck - and we're all here for you.