Sun, Jun-10-12, 21:18
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New Member
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Plan: food addicts/ atkins
Stats: 242/178/135
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My story is that I have 2 kids (a 3 year old and a nine month old) I am a breastfeeding mom, and I can't lose weight. I have ongoing postpartum depression and am taking zoloft. Before my kids I lost 90 pounds from 242 to 152, and now I just cannot seem to lose. My lowest after my second boy was 168 but today I weigh 178, despite low carb, weight watchers everything. Im super down about it. My father in law died this week, and we buried him on the day of my 5 year wedding anniversary. I just cannot seem to get it together in more ways than one right now. And clearly my husband must feel awful, if I feel sad at all, just needed to get it all out. And I feel ripped off because we've had some tough times maritally and I really wanted to celebrate surviving for 5 so far, but, clearly that isn't on the table right now. I feel horrible for feeling that way when my hubs must feel tons and tons worse. And its sad that in all of this I am nitpicking myself for being a fatty. I will cheer up I promise. looking for all the support and advice I can get. Thanks to all who listened
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