Momma always said not polite to lurk, which is what I have been doing for about 5 days now...have read so many wonderful post...have learned so much that is not in the books...seen such determination and encouragement...laughed...and felt as if it was me writing...for these feelings which you have described I am feeling...6 days into it, past the "yucky" feelings, I think guess this is the test part, so will not elaborate much here...but, just wanted to join this crowd of strength..want to feel a part, want to feel the support...that's all for now...see if this works...Pamela

Welcome Pam Glad to see you've decloaked !

Why not stop over and say hi in "Introductions"?

Nat