Good grief, I can't count the number of times I've started and re-started since 2003. But I keep trying, and finally I've largely (not entirely) got it down. But it was a long road, and with all my failures I learned a lot of things that did NOT work. I doubt if many people go on a diet, Atkins or any other, and are totally successful the first time. It's a process....one of casting off bad habits, adopting new habits, and realizing that you must settle into a way of eating and exercising that not only allows you to lose the excess weight, but then STAY with a very similar way of eating that allows you to stay there without backsliding. It's a hard thing to let go of what is often decades of bad eating.
One important thing I now realize AND accept is that I will never ever again be able to eat like I did when I was a teen and in my young adulthood, when I never gained weight despite a diet full of sweets. I've finally learned that to get to my goal it requires very very few carbs and a heck of a lot of consistency over whatever time it takes without dropping any of it for even an occasional treat. No treats right now, because I've also learned that treats are dangerous triggers and definitely the gateway to gradually slipping and sliding off the program. This has happened too many times to count, and finally, I'm determined not to go there again.
This is perhaps the biggest and best lesson I've learned and accepted: occasional treats don't work for me. I know my pathetically weak limits of resistance when goodies are within reach, so I bring NOTHING home that I shouldn't eat right now. My kitchen is now devoid of all carbage. Nothing, so there's no temptation to call my name. And luckily, I've finally evolved enough over these years that I will no longer make a store run to get some junk. Not having temptation in the house is finally a good enough barrier for me. But it took me awhile and more than a few failtures to get even to this point, let me tell you! But it feels good to be even at this point, although it has been a slow process getting here.
So ultimately, I guess I'm saying I couldn't have even reached where I am right now without a boatload of sad failures behind me. I'm often mad at myself that I had to learn the hard way through all my repeated efforts, but that's the way it is for me. The point is, I finally know what I want to do, exactly how to do it, and I also know that if I truly want to lose the weight and reach my goal MORE than I want to indulge in a momentary taste treat, then the fact is....I will do it and I will reach my goal. It's all quite simple, but never easy. However, over time it does get easier!
My motto: CONSISTENCY OVER TIME
Last edited by CMCM : Thu, May-24-12 at 13:44.
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