Thank you Cali, I beleive that Kym is out there with my father and I hope they are both watching over Alex & myself. I have a friend who says she has seen Kym sitting on her stairs with an older man (I think my father), I got a bit jealous..........I want Kym to come to me so I can see him and know he's alright. My memory of him now is just the photo I have of him, and how he was in hospital leading up to his death. I want to be able to remember him when he was himself, but it's not happening. I'm told it will come back but it's been almost a year and nothing so far. I think it's why it's hard for me at the moment.