Hiya.

Now or never?

I vote for now, please.

We'll hold your hand every minute through the d.t.'s if you want. We know it can be tough, but it passes. On the other side is life. It's that simple.

Welcome, and best to you. BTW, if you start a journal (great suggestion), I'd copy and paste that post above as your first entry. That kind of record can really help you see how far you've come.