Oh Atriana, don't talk like that. We would miss you here. And I'm sure there are people in you life who love you very much and would be affected very much if anything happened to you. I'm so sorry to hear about the loss of your family. I lost my mother to smoking related disease as well. It still hurts sometimes. But, you must take care of your self for the other people who care, and most of all, for yourself

Now, you hang in there, you are not alone,

cimart