Welcome! Something to consider; How have you been practicing/training on the relationship of booze and willpower?

Some methods for getting and staying sober say that no amount of willpower will suffice in the long term. Weather this is true or not I do not know but perhaps you can model your relationship with foods that give you pure pleasure the same way as alcohol.

I wish you well in finding out a way that works for you. Staying away from Grains, Potatos and Sugar has helped me recover some measure of health over the last 18 months.