It will pass if you start trusting yourself that the RM will continue to be there. We all go through this period. You are really sabotaging yourself. In the back of your mind, you are telling yourself that this isn't going to work, that you'll have to go off it and find something else. So your mind knows that and your body does to. So you are stuffing all you can in the RM because you don't trust it and know you'll go off it on to something more restrictive. For YOU, each RM is the LAST RM!!!

Try to trust it. That it will work and that things will change. Make a deal with yourself. Say I will stay on CAD for 2 months no matter what. No matter how out of control the RM is. At the end of two months I will reevaluate. Don't lie to yourself and go back on your word. Don't try to trick yourself by saying it but not really believing it. YOU will know.

Give yourself a chance.