Kisal, it does get better. Honest. The longer you go without smoking, the less you crave or even think about them.
I'm coming up on 20 months nicotine free and at this point, I often go several days at a time without even thinking about smoking and when I do, it's more in the sense of 'I used to....' than it is 'I want to'.
Pick yourself up, dust yourself off and continue on.