I can identify with at least one comment of each and every one of you! Cheesypoof is the winner though, my god you described me to a "t"! Don't take this the wrong way I am sorry you have this disorder, but I am so happy I am not alone. I am so happy I started this thread and I hope to keep you all here and we get many more. I look at it this way, instead of "overeaters anonymous" I should of named this "binge eaters helping binge eaters". There is no need to be alone, exspecially on this one, I believe that insight,foresight and most of all understanding friends you can turn to can stop the binge cycle. Hope you are all with me!