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Old Mon, Aug-15-11, 10:12
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Plan: Paleo/Atkins/low cal
Stats: 232/148/135 Female 62
BF:a lot
Progress: 87%
Location: Bay Area, CA
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Originally Posted by TChice
Time to check in here again.

I haven't caved. Sat at a table of smokers today and didn't flinch. I still get the "just one" demon in my head but I know that's a lie.

Either way, it's been over 2 months and I'm still nicotine free.


You are doing so well. You made it this time. And you are not being tricked by the demon either - wow, I am impressed.

As time went on, my demon became more clever and crafty. I was impressed by the cunning gile he exhibited. Some times I thought he had out-smarted me - except for my trusty habit that allows me to decipher truth from lies... I tell myself to wait 20 minutes before acting on any ideas my demon comes up with. 20 minutes later I forgot what the demon wanted.
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