Just a quick note so you won't think I fell off the face of the earth. After posting this morning I got a call telling me my mom and stepdad were in a serious accident and it doesn't look good for either of them. Having lost 2 sisters this past year suddenly too my emotions have been through hell. I felt I was just beginning to get my wind back. Now this! I don't know how long I'll be gone but didn't want you to think I've given up. While I'm waiting for my husband to arrive so we can leave for my flight I thought I'd let you know where I'll be. It gives me something to do with my hands too, rather than eat.

Take good care of yourselves while I'm gone. The only thing I know this moment is that no food will help me deal with this. I can't think of anything that I could swallow that will silence these feelings.