Probably not the right thread for this but...

I'm feeling rather pathetic.

A few years ago, I was really active and doing LC hardcore. Had done a few 50+ mile rides. Now I've gained more than 1/2 my weight back (70 pounds) and riding just 10 miles the other day was really pushing myself.

I just feel so pathetic right now; I can't believe how far I've fallen. I'm filled with self loathing.

I know this isn't hardcore exercise (right now), but I aspire to back in "fighting form" and just wanted to put down in words that I WILL BE BACK! (in this forum posting great rides etc.)