Okay, I couldn't stand it anymore, I made a cheesecake! My favorite one is from the Wheat Belly cookbook, except I make several changes of course (the crust in that recipe is weird, 2 tab lemon juice) otherwise it is my favorite cheesecake. I've been snacking on little sugary things here and there--a piece from the bowl at the bank, a few sugared almonds, etc...and the last thing I need right now is sugar! Then he brought home a bottle of O'Malleys Irish Cream, that stuff is like mainlining sugar! Why is he doing this to me? Got to head that off.

I guess feeling not so good and very discouraged is not helping. I had a about a week of the best sleep I've had in years! Really thought I had things figured out, then it all fell apart and insomnia is creeping back along with other unpleasantness. Feel like crap and I have to work anyway because the weather has so few good openings. So it looks like the estrogen is going to have to go. Still trying to figure out where to go from here.