Cybes, welcome, don't fret the tears, we have all shed a few, some of us, more than others, for me, they are an outlet, so let them out...lol
Welcome to the forum, poke around and visit people, find your way around and good luck on your journey, if you have questions, and I'm sure you will, just ask, we are all here for ya.

I do suggest that you find a plan that works for you, read it, study it, read it some more and keep a diary of your food intake, it all helps toward success.

Stop by my journal sometime and meet me, I love company. ttyl